a. | 25 | queer | oklahoma

tattooed. femme.

storyteller.

grad student.

glitter enthusiast.

corgi mama.

community driven.

child of libraries and dusty books.

 

Anonymous asked
proud of you cutie pie !

Thank you, sweet anon!! xoxo

Today I’ve officially lost 25 pounds since I’ve been diagnosed with type 2 diabetes and a bad liver. I can already feel the difference in my body that healthy living has brought me. I’m so damn proud of myself and love who I’m becoming. ☺️

Today I’ve officially lost 25 pounds since I’ve been diagnosed with type 2 diabetes and a bad liver. I can already feel the difference in my body that healthy living has brought me. I’m so damn proud of myself and love who I’m becoming. ☺️

I did something brave last night and allowed myself to be open to a side of me that I’ve long ignored.

It’s super scary, but it is something that I’ve been desiring for a long time. Who better to meet my needs than myself? I am my greatest advocate and cheerleader.

Listening to my sad feelings playlist and resisting the urge to eat my feelings.

And by that I mean cry and eat a gallon of ice cream. 

Healthy living is for the birds. 

last night I told you I was angry.

This morning I woke up feeling the pain of my words fall heavy upon my shoulders. I was a fool to fear my anger; I was a fool to worry that you’d walk away. The thing is, you are already gone. You are gone and I am left with memories hastily kissed upon the backs of photographs and a can of pineapple juice that holds more brevity than I ever will.
If missing you were raindrops then my galoshes would be filled to the brim with harried words and forgotten promises. Like droplets falling on a metal roof, I hear the mantra over and over again: I miss you, I miss you, I miss you.
I miss you with shots of vodka and the sweat that ran down my back that summer night on your balcony. Breathless kisses against any surface that was brave enough to withstand our love: I miss you, I miss you, I miss you.
I crave you in the undercurrents of my existence, the parts of me that consistently defy logic and reason.
I hope you know that it hurt to say goodbye. I hope you realize that I walked away for reasons far greater than you and I. Closing your apartment door felt like an act of international warfare. I let a bomb drop on the final strands of our combined heartbeat.
Darling I swear we were once the children of the same supernova that collided together. For that is the only way I can explain my love for you.

This girl. Kristyn is my ride or die, all or nothing friend. When my heart gets sad she takes me to IHOP and tells me I’m beautiful, strong, and so worth loving. And it’s true. I am so worth loving, and am a fool to settle for less.

This girl. Kristyn is my ride or die, all or nothing friend. When my heart gets sad she takes me to IHOP and tells me I’m beautiful, strong, and so worth loving. And it’s true. I am so worth loving, and am a fool to settle for less.

He’s so irritated with my neediness this week. 😘😘

He’s so irritated with my neediness this week. 😘😘

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